Hoiye, it's moiye :)

I haven't been here for so long. It's not that I have forgotten you, dear blog.. it's just that having finished the Uni year (and with any luck, undergrad uni degree altogether) I feel like there is a world of possibility for me :)

This blog has also become habitually obsessed with my c25k'ing... which is kinda funny, cos I have been waiting to run before blogging... I even remember saying to Christine before the fun run 'Take my photo! It's for my blog!' .. well they aren't forthcoming yet, but I have seen the professional ones that you can buy. I'm going to buy mine. How else can I be Bobbi #2 ??? I lve how she has the comparisons.... so yeah it is motivating .. and so I will do it too :)

I didnt reach that 20kg loss by 7 Nov. But I'm ok with that. I'm still fucking around at 102kg. A total plateau and its frustrating! Looking at photos of me before, a year ago, I feel sad for me. But I feel happier for me too. I'm not stuck there anymore. And obviously I have to shake things up - getting fitter by running is the cardio part - I've been working myself up to do pushups, crunches, squats and lunges everyday. Just as much as I can in the mornings. But when it comes to those mornings, I don't want to do it anymore ;p I have to remind myself, that resistance training will shock this old body into losing weight again...

And I'm not sure how that exam went. It feels like it went terribly. Like I failed. Why do I feel like I know more about Murphy's Law than Evidence Law? The car tyre went flat that day. I wasted hours. I was almost in tears, fighting them back actually, as I went to hand the essay in, and I heard a whole bunch of other people talking about how hard it was and giving up and not finishing it. So hopefully I'm just being your typical depressed, over critical and anxious law student and I have actually passed.

Anyway, I went for a run today - I've only done one since the fun run. My next target is the Resolution Run on Jan 13. Its the same course as the PWC one.. so I really wanna improve my time!