I need some motivation .. :S

I feel blegh

I need to renew my resolve. Haven't been a good girl this week. I've been trying to stick to the points, but I've had pizza and chinese for dinner this week. I've been snacking.

Obviously I know what I should be doing. I can do it. I just haven't been strong enough. How embarrassing. I feel like a failure and those little creepy feelings of giving up are lurking at the corners of my mind.

But I am in control of my destiny.. maybe. I would like to think I am! I have made a huge batch of vegie soup to snack on or detox with. I bought a dvd player  for $10 on ebay so I can Zumba... the exciting thing is now the remote for the old one will turn up. Thats how it usually goes.

I am 1 week into the 3 Months to Summer Challenge.. and I ain't doing so good :s But I'm not going to dwell on it. No I will not.

There are still 11 weeks left to lose 10kgs... :) I can still get to about 95kgs by then. Yes. Yes. YES!

So I am setting myself some goals for this week - and I will feel better this time next week for sticking to them.

1. No junk food. Snacking on fruit and veg only.
2. Start the c25k.
3. ZUMBA ZUMBA ZUMBA!

Guess what? I've just done something proactive... I registed for the PWC Cool Night Classic on the 1st November.

So yeah - something to aim for :)

Feeling better now that I've got my self-pity off my chest.